Goodbye by my love
I wont let u see me cry.
Its time to let go.
I wont let all my true feelings show.

You were never truly mine.
Never would be this time.

I sacrificed all for u.
I won't do that again.
Old teachings coming back warning me of sin

U put me away like toy for u play
begged me to stay
in Silence u go away
Again come back to play

I always have to wait
Ill never be the first or best
She has ur name and ur ring
So much pain this brings
I wont continue
down this road
Our love cant grow when it smothered by another.
I feel angry jealous and sad
One feeling ive never had

I feel inadequate
Not good enough for u I see the opposite is true no
.
You made her a vow .
Its time for u to honor it now.

Itsnot fair to her and I
Ineed to fly
Spread my wings and soar .
no man will clip my wings like before.
you were my friend
now this relationship needs to end.

I made mistakes iwas wrong.
I settled for less than I deserved, far less than what im worth.
im sad and ashamed
I dont want to place blame
it wont lead to change
only more pain.

Im not thinking of only me in this sea of emotion.
Theres so many peoples hearts at stake
So many hearts that will break
A chance I cant take
I should have the best but its not what ur able to give.
I was fooling myself
Denying the truth
Denying the facts
Compassion u lack.
I loved u but I ll carry on without u isee
You cant be there for me the way ineed.
Inside you make my heart bleed.

You will never be able to fulfill my wants and needs.
Never could emotionally satisfy me
I cant blame
It is what is
I just wanted to love u no longer be alone
I need more to hold than a telephone
So goodbye as I walk away I wont let u see me cry
As the last embers of love and passion die behind me.

Sorry its so long.

Needs a drum solo in it

Ty it came from my heart

@DearJohn: tried to make something beautiful out of a pile of sh**. My heart was shattered but its healing

@mainegirl:
That was awesome it was perfectly said
Girl you got talent
Yeah it was sad but the sad ones or the ones that truely does come from the heart

@rulost2: ty I feel better after iwrote it. I will never willing b the other woman. But it wasnt all for nothing I learned alot from that relationship.

@rulost2: I tr y to make lemonade out of lemons.

@mainegirl:
Yeah thats right. Sometimes you just got to brush yourself off and get back on the horse because if it wasnt meant to be it just wasnt meant to be

@rulost2: yeah it definitely wasnt meant too be not cocky but confident when I say this it was his loss. The bEst thing is thing is too live ur lfe