"Whoever said that loss gets easier with time was a liar. Here's what really happens: The spaces between the times you miss them grow longer. Then, when you do remember to miss them again, it's still with a stabbing pain to the heart. And you have guilt. Guilt because it's been too long since you missed them last." Kristen odonald.

Trying to keep myself from falling about today. Its been 3 years since I got to meet my beautiful little girl lily but had to say goodbye at the same time. On top of that its my grandma's family night and her funeral is tomorrow

Jessi, I'm so sorry for the loss you're feeling. I know how it feels to bury your child. There's nothing that comes as close to wrenching your heart from your body. Please pm me anytime you need a shoulder to cry on or just someone you can rage to who won't take it personally.

@OmgItsJessi: The thing about time, is that sometimes, it takes a lot of it....way more than we ever could have imagined....but it does get better. You know I luv ya, and am here for ya if ya need me.

Thinkin bout you today girl-hope this day goes by quickly and tomorrow is brighter for you:) ((Big hugs))

@OmgItsJessi: I Know The Tragedy Of Burying A Child As Well. If Have Had Been Going To A Grief Support Group. There Is Nothing More Carthatic Than Learning From Those Whose Been In The Muck And Mire And Dragged Themselves With The Guidance Of Their Mentors And Predacessors.

My heartfelt condolences.its foolish asking you to be strong at such a coincidence.but you should try everything happens for a reason to test us really

I feel for ya Jess. My ex wife had a miscarriage on our 3rd child and that was hard. My aunt and my cousin both had kids that lived only seconds after they were born. And a couple weeks ago, I had to bury my grandma. I know its hard not to think what would of happen if they lived. I look at it as they were pure and innocent for this world. As for your grandma, think of the great memories that you shared together.

Thank y'all everybody. My grandma looked perfect. The funeral home did a wonderful Job on here. And my bf was playing at my house that burnt up and found a picture of lily in perfect condition and I swear it was not there before

These damn allergies are makin my eyes water....thats my story anyways!

lol sure