Here goes im getting my Diploma in Youth Work right alk though working as a bartender i actually am a Team Leader for " Young People At Risk " .. It friken broke me to find out at a Conferance meeting today that our valley is in the high stat for youth suicide.. I know as a Youth Worker my emotions are meant to be steady but f.ck today what i find out what has been happening within 3weeks was guttering.. And you got f.ck witts up top who take forever to get the notification out.. I know i cant save every youth out there but i friken wish i could..

@NzRacingQueen: * what a big heart you have :)* I think you feeling the pain & frustration proves... You were meant to do this work. It may take alot of practice to learn to seperate & compartmentalize your life... So you don't " take your work home" with you. Make sure you have an outlet & are kind to yourself :)

@NzRacingQueen: thats nice bt u have a task a head of u to help those u may ought to help my dia..