Hi everyone the reasons i am posting my story are 1: inspiration and a boost from Irishlove 1988 2: me taking part in the lounge last night. So here goes: i was very lazy in my childhood, got bullied at school and hardly did any homework, in fact to this day i am still surprised by the grades i got. Once my bully moved on i thought this is my chance but two things happened: my parents divorce and falling in love for the first time, i was brought up with christian values and i prayed for me and her to be together, when it didnt happen, i blamed everyone but myself even God, and lost my faith. After this all i did was took care of my sick mum, not having a social life or the oppertunity to move on, even walking away from my only friend thats how bad i was.

Thanx for sharing ur story, and i am glad to see u coming outta ur shell!

(continued) then on the third of september last year i did something i hadnt done for 8 years i got on my knees and prayed. my prayers were answered through a training course i did, where i met my two special female friends i mentioned in a previous post. now i have friends when i had none, ive been steadily building my life and i hope to do some volunteering soon and also take up Karate, im just trying new things and thats why i joined the lounge last night and i really enjoyed it, im moving forward with my life one day at a time. I am very protective and respectful to females, so im glad u all accepted me and i did promise irishlove a wee dance next time lol. Thanks for reading, this is the power of friendship

@LaDawn1974: your welcome thats how much i enjoyed joining u all last night u showed me good old american hospitality now i really want to visit usa someday

What a coincidence...I REALLY wanna visit Ireland someday!

@LaDawn1974: lol i have heard that americans love Ireland and we are the same, so ur more than welcome

Wel my folk come from Ireland....and listening to the grands speak of green so pretty and rock walls and dirt paths just ignited my imagination...I will visit someday

I wouldent mind goin to my irish roots. :D

Yeah, that sounds good, thanks! :)

Hey i am Irish to, maybe we can get a group rate. James we r coming to c u and bringing u back with us :-)