I'm trying really hard to find something fun or productive to do.... But in my defense, it is almost 2AM. lol. Really though, I got fired a week ago. Great Christmas present right?? I have been applying for jobs nonstop and my phone isn't ringing... It's hard to stay upbeat with Christmas and bills coming... I'm scared. I can't go live with my parents because my mom is dead and my dad has been out of my life for 6 years, after telling me he was done with me. :( Optimism is my best friend or I'd have given up already, but I feel so alone. It's getting hard.

@J3z3b3l: hello

@J3z3b3l: that must be so hard for you to go through that. You will bounce back, it does take time, and you will need the help of friends to cheer you up, so if you need a friendly ear to chat to im here most of the time :) dont give up :)

You can message me if you need to talk, I am always here to make new friends and lend a shoulder or ear.