When tears fall so much do they lose their meaning?
Rolling down both cheeks.
I showed today my negativity.
The old me, the me that had noone.
What i would give for someone to hold me.
To understand who, what and why i am.

I've had days like this.. and I've realized only recently that going through them by myself didn't make me stronger, a contradiction to that cynical old adage "What doesn't kill you.."
I hope you feel better soon! Some days can really be a bummer but there's always a good one just waiting to creep up on you c:

Oh darlin :( Tears never lose their meaning. They are always going to be your bodies way of letting out the emotions it can't keep contained. Stay strong, and stay true to your heart <3

James r u ok?

thanks ladies :) yeah brite i've had one of those days, i dont want to worry my friends here, thats the last thing id want. i think the only word to describe today was "ugh" (not a word i know but its the only one i could think of)

@james85: I've been there. I've had those days. Just remember, even when it seems like your all alone and there is nobody to turn to that God is there. And he will help you through the hard times. I know from experience. :)