@autumnq20: come on baby jersey aint that bad after all we are only what 20 minutes away from eachother ;) why havent u messaged me back

...lol

So awkward.....

I know he just doesn't get it does he? Sad really

So go figure i get to go home early i finished up a test and was excused for the day. Normally this would just tickle my pickle but its miserable out. its dark and raining and the sound of thunder is echoing in the backround. My ex greeted me as i walked home. He wants to come over for dinner and spend time with his son. I dont bring the courts involved so he can see sam whenever he wants. He gives sam a kiss me a hug and says he will be over at 5. We actually have a pretty good relationship and this makes me happy. As parents we act civil together. We are planning sams 1 year old bday party tonight. im excited they grow up so fast. i trip over a bum as im day dreaming he smells like urine. Turning the corner i see a drug deal in progress and i think about moving towards pa where this activity is less noticeable did i mention how family orinated my town was???? lol

L.mao! Well thats good he's in his life atleast, lot bum dads out there that just walk off. And watch out for those bums dear, they have germs!

@TheBillCollector: i know i think bambi had more teeth then that guy. Johns always around he lives half down the street from me just in case something was to happen hes close by

@autumnq20: thats good.

There he was like an umbrella on a rainy day....lmao yeah right. Going out on a date tonight with my ex wow thats weird too lol. We are dropping our son off to his sister i get to dress up and just have a great night. Im glad we are still getting along as if we arent together like i never moved out like we are still the same. Its more then i would assume we would be capable of. But anyway no school today or work. Ordered mania today gonna watch cena kick the rocks butt! Gonna watch my lovely shawn micheals god hes so hot wish he never left. Today is going great i couldnt ask for more. Despite all the bumps in my life im glad i learned early on how to dust myself off and sum things up as either a huge waste of time or another bad mistake. i continue to think positive and watch as my carreer unfolds to a much greater life i have in store for my family. Being a single mom at first was so tough and i was so scared but my son samuel is a true blessing.