Ugh! My so called new love of about a month has started showing his true colors:( Seriously I cant do enough to make him believe I love him-this hurts so bad its GOT to be love:( I cant do it anymore. He is like Jekyll and Hyde! So sweet loving and perfect for me then suddenly he is downgrading me-actually made me cry today:( I even changed my profile for him was gonna delete soon but his true colors came shinin through before I did so I guess its all good. I dont even feel like changin my profile cuz I am so done with tryin-this hurts so dam bad who needs it? not me anymore-its too much..

Sorry to hear that. But its better now then later an maybe you can find the write guy this time around

Wouldn't say you're doing anything "wrong"... But how do you even know what his true colors are after only a month?

It really hurts too much to try again right now but I know God has plans for me-maybe its alone but I trust He will lead me to where I need to go:) thanks:)

@RussellB: cuz he apologized for being mean to me three times now-really mean-like grabbing my arms and pushin me up against the wall-callin me names...had told him the third times the charm before this happened again-Im done. I deserve better and I wont tolerate bein treated like that no matter how great everything else is with him:(

Um... If he's getting physical like that, especially this early, you need to move on. It'll only get worse. And the drinking won't stop for very long.

@Sammy:^^^^^^^ this...and u already know it.

@WalkSoftly1: I know-been there dumped that-but he really was good to me in every other way-he made me fall in love-seriously-I dont do that easily. And I guarantee it wont happen so quickly ever again! lol:)

@Sammy2: I personal find, when your not lookin you find that one that works with you. But that's my experience in life

@Sammy2: "what am I doing wrong?"....loving yourself, last...