I don't think he wants to talk to me

@MikeN2012: I'm thinking bi polar

yeah it appears that way. Shucks

@InYourWetDreams: you think so hun, is that what it could be, i just dont know what it is to tell you the truth. I just dont feel normal like the rest of y'all and i hate it, trust me, any other ideas hun i just am thinkin this, dont bash me here but if i had someone to hold for once this would go away ya know.

Depression

yeh could be depression from smoking to much weed.

@InYourWetDreams: Thanks 4 ur honest reply always had a small feeling it might be depression, just never really thought it was, probly due to my struggle, im not bitchin but i have a gosh darn hard time. Hope i can be normal soon. Thanks again jess, i always can count on u 2 post positive and very honest replys to me, i means alot to me

You need to see a Dr that's as far as I can help you

Perhaps Bi-Polar?

@InYourWetDreams: thank you for ur help i just go outta my head any say dumb s*it and its bad i know but i'll work on myself if i have y'all support i will pull thru it and be a man and suck it up and grow a pair, so im told lol dont stop bein honest with me and i can make it. But i do have a caring person thats dear to me and is gentle with my person and dont think im weird, so u will never hear me bitch again, just askin 4 honest advice when im not postin bout cool stuff and im on my best behavior so to speak :)