The time that i've wasted is my biggest regret, time spent in places i'll never forget. Sitting and thinking about the s**t i've done, the laughing, the crying, the hurt and the fun. Now its jus me, and my hard driven guilt, behind a wall of emotions i've allowed to be built. I'm trapped in my body jus wanting to run, back to my youth with its laughter and fun. But the chase is now over and theres no place to hide, everything is gone, including my pride. With reality suddenly rite in my face, i'm scared all alone, let down in this place. Now memories of my past flash through my head, the hurt is so obvious by the tears that i've shed. I ask myself why and where i went wrong, i guess i was weak when i should of been strong. Living for the party with the wings i had grown, my feelings were lost, afraid to be shown. When i look at my past its plain to see, the fear that i had...afraid to be me. Id pretend to be rugged so fast and so cool, when really i was blind as a fool.

Awwwww that iss so sad

Thats really good. A sentiment i can relate to

@ozzy Thanks...

It is very good.

Very good i like it .....;p

Thank u girls, im glad u like :D

i remember this

This is very deep and emotionally stirring. I'm actually shocked girl. Didn't think you could write like that :p

@JustMeAndYou77: Thanks girl, I have several i posted last year, dont post much anymore cuz theres so many poems going up daily lol...theres one im looking for i cant find, guess i'll have to post it again later