youre right. i AM miserable. but you wouldnt figure that by the way i am huh? lol

Damn it! Reading this makes me mad!

@PaulG7719: well it sounds like you may just have to tough it out for em.

no. this whole breakup cost me my job. i look everyday physically and online, but here not even the ****ty gas stations are hiring. this is not from lack of effort believe you me. and i think just being here and enduring for my kids shows just how much of a man i am.

things will get better. i know they will. so im just gonna keep trying untill i make it better.

yes your kids have to be the priority matey but a toxic enviroment isnt good its a tough one! Fwb doesnt work it just prolongs the pain :)

Try going to your Department Of Family Resources office. They usually get a list from your local unemployment office of jobs available and they can tell you which ones you qaulify for.

lol it infuriates me too
im strong gorgeous, ill get through this and be a better man for it :)

i agree brotha. thats why i wont do the fwb with her.

@PaulG7719: well ok if u need a friend i am here love u hun

hey i never thought of that! im used to the traditional pounding the pavement in job searching. im not stupid enough to wait for my book to be published so ill take you up on your advice. thanx for that brotha. the staffing agencies have no work available at this time so lets hope that works out.