when i was four my mothers bf began molesting me and my two yr old sister at age five my aunt petitioned to court for us heathens.....at about age eight a induvidually funded foster care program came to our house and took us...my older sister stayed. No one told us what was hapening they just tore us from our aunts arms. But i think if someone can survive all of that and come out still clutching faith. Your deffintly a strong person. The more you go through the stronger its apparent you are. And sir your super strong im not sure i know any men who wouldnt lose it cuz of not knowin how to handle these situations. Keep stong! You can do it you already proved it!