I'm tired of having no job. I am tired of having no money. I am tired of having no life. I am tired of living at my folks house cause I am flat broke and down on my fat ass. I am tired of having to hear you got a job yet? from everyone. The answer is NO!!! I'm tired of people not hiring and I am sad and angry. 2012 sucks. I am going nowhere fast and I don't want to go this way. I'm tired of people treating me like $hit. I'm tired of not having my kids around. I am tired of life in general. I got nothing and i hate it. I just want to go into a corner and hide from the world cause the world can give a rats ass about me. I tired of being treated like I'm a 3rd citizen.

Whoa dude. U have a lot that money can't buy. Ok so ur currently outta work, u won't be for long cuz u r a determined man, u have great boys that love u dearly. Life makes us feel down at times especially this time of year and when we as adult have to rely on others for help, but I know u and ur stronger then this, u'll get thru it darlin. Keep ur head up and smile and laugh like u always do :)

I'm trying but i keep getting you got a job yet about 20 times a day.

I'm not suicidal so don't worry.

I'm sure they're probably just making convo, people don't realize sometimes things bother us....like the words "I'm here if u need me" yes kind words but I don't wanna hear them....or the simple things like she don't deserve u move on....blah blah.....so its understandable, and u better not be suicidal or I'll be making a road trip to whip ur azz lol :)

I'm still upset but guns they do take off the tension.

U better be playing or I'm bout to blow up ur phone