I promise this is not a reflection of my current feelings. Lol

My hand is shaking, i cant hold this gun. Deep breath, ive got to get this thing done. I cant stand another second, a minute, an hour. Ive lost my drive, my will power. Jesus cant help me now. If he would i dont know how. Im at a loss, ive got nothing to lose. Its come down to a gun, a cigarette, and a bottle of booze. Im out of options and the time has come to choose.
When im gone, and my number is called, will i be thought of fondly? Or my memory black balled. I never gave up. Just know ive had enough. As time goes on, when you hear this song. Know i loved you, all along.
Just another shot, she puts down her glass. She knows the buzz wont last. She picks up the blade, the cutting used to be her release. She feels the pain but no one sees. Would anyone notice if she dies? Can they see past the fake smiles and weak lies. Is there a point to all this pain. Theres nothing to lose and nothing to gain. Shes got to do something before she goes insane.
When im gone, and my number is called, will i be thought of fondly? Or my memory black balled. I never gave up. Just know ive had enough. As time goes on, when you hear this song. Know i loved you, all along.
Why do they turn and look away. Today could be our last day. Will nobody help us out of this rut? Daily tears and a feeling of dispair in our gut. Please hear our cry... we dont want to die.
When im gone, and my number is called, will i be thought of fondly? Or my memory black balled. I never gave up. Just know ive had enough. As time goes on, when you hear this song. Know i loved you, all along.

D. slaney no one my duplicate or variate.

wow... that is very good

@antrees: well thank ya. :)

your very welcome:-)

i think that is amazing.....love it!

@suzee: thank you. :)

Wow u lost ur faith in God

This is a reflection of my current feelings lol. very well written.

ummm im agnostic

This is awesome but Jesus is always there don't forget that